Grateful for Good Timing

The Thanksgiving week forever changed for me in 1997. For, on November 21st of that year, I was driving down the interstate when my front left tire blew sending my van careening across all three lanes of traffic heading my direction, through the median, and into the oncoming traffic. I hit a car, a car hit me, and it about killed me.  The doctors told my family there was no chance that I’d ever make it

I spent the next 13 consecutive months hospitalized, and really the majority of ever year after that in hospitals across the country throughout the next ten years. 2008 was the first year I didn’t stay at least two consecutive months in a hospital bed.

In many ways, this second accident has been more difficult than when I broke my neck. Some may think it impossible to have a paralyzing diving accident surpassed, but where the first accident had an instant totality; the second has had a persistent longevity.

In large part, two years after my diving accident I knew what my life was going to be like. I was back at school full time, driving, with the stamina of my peers. I knew those limitations, and other than a few bladder infections there was a baseline I could count on.

The second time around has been the complete opposite. It’d probably be easier for me to name the bones I didn’t break, than to list the ones I did. It brought with it a chronic pain that for much of the time kept me in a narcotic fog or debilitating pain. It’s been anything but dull though. Oftimes it’s felt as though just as one issue is resolved, another rears its ugly head.

Now, make no mistake, there’s been more joy and happiness in the days since November 21, 1997 than doom and gloom. We even celebrate the day of my accident. It’s an anniversary after all, and anniversaries are made for celebrating. (for more on the second accident and the anniversary tradition, click here.)

That doesn’t mean it hasn’t been hard though. It doesn’t mean that, try as I might, I don’t find myself wondering what might have been. It doesn’t mean I don’t get tired, down, frustrated and depressed. There are days when it takes everything I’ve got to keep on smilin’.

But every time that week in November rolls around, the 21st hits and it gets as difficult as it is at any time in the year, I get a blessing most don’t—Thanksgiving—a day when all you do all day long is think about your blessings. I know a lot about adversity, and there is nothing you can do to light up depression’s darkness than shine bright gratitude upon it. A thankful heart is the antidote to depression’s deadly venomous sting.

For some reason, this 21st was harder than most. I’m not exactly sure why, but my spirits were way down, and my chin was far from up. Things were hard leading up to the day, and for some reason I really got thinking about “Could have been’s,” and, “Why me’s?” (and we all know those don’t ever do anyone any good) and the fact that I wasn’t as vigilant about celebrating my “anniversary” didn’t help at all (see what comes from getting lazy!)

But then, just when things started getting their bleakest, four days later my annual blessing—Thanksgiving.  And ironically, in a year when this day was the most difficult in recent memory, I had more to be thankful about in recent memory.

Here are a few of the gratitudes that topped my list:

My Faith: In a year where I’ve been pushed to the brink, I know that I would have gone over the edge without my faith in God. His words, His Spirit, and His love have helped me get through those un-get-through-able days, and allowed me to find peace in a world swirling all about me. I know God lives and there is nothing in my life I have to be more grateful for than that.


My Girl: You don’t have to be around me long, or read much of what I’ve written to expect this one on this list. But this year is different. On the first of June, Ko was hospitalized with acute gall-stone pancreatitis, and on the third at 3:00 am I almost lost her. Just writing those words makes my eyes well up. But, as I think of the courage she’s shown and the valiant way she’s fought every day from that first day to this very day, makes me weep. She’s my best friend, my love, my hero and my inspiration—my everything. I am so grateful she’s still alive, and am blessed to have witnessed and continue to witness her strength and courage.

My Wingman: He’s been with me through it all this year. I don’t know what it is, but he has wisdom beyond his years. He always seems to know the right thing to say, the way to make me smile, or just the right look to lift my heart. I’m never alone with Coleman around. I am grateful for the light he’s been in my life. Just hearing him bust through the door screaming, “Dad!” brings light to my darkest day.

The Chorus:  A chorus by definition is a group of voices that come together. There’s no soloist, in fact, the reason great choruses sound so beautiful is that everyone contributes equally with everything they’ve got. I wouldn’t have made it any day of any year since 1997 without my chorus. But it hasn’t been shown as clearly or exhibited as perfectly in any year since ’97 than this one. The people who have pitched in to help me and mine make it through the hardest days than the support my chorus has provided this year. Many of the faces are ones you’d recognize. Parents (on both sides), brothers and sisters from the same, cousins, friends, and neighbors—they’ve all been there. In hospital rooms, bringing meals, watching Coleman, sharing a kind word, a compliment in person or on the blog have lifted my spirits more than anyone will ever know. I am lucky and grateful to have such people blessing my life.

These big gratitudes have lifted me, obviously through the whole year—but especially through the last few days. One of the things I love about gratitude is that it always makes me feel rich.

With things like this to be grateful for, I dare you to show me a wealthier man in all the world. I’m blessed—In so many ways. Not the least of which is that Thanksgiving is so close to the 21st of November.

I encourage you to partake of some of this “good medicine” for yourselves. Take a moment to leave a comment about something you’re thankful for. Doesn’t have to be a big act or blessing, it’s amazing how sometimes the littlest things bring the most mercy. The more of us that share—the more we each get to think about the great and wonderful in our lives. And the more that attitude of gratitude spreads the more the doom and gloom, the frustration and consternation are chased from our souls letting the light of hope shine bright.

I am grateful for the power of gratitude.


PS: in an effort to show my gratitude for your sharing, one person leaving a comment will win a set of my motivational cards,  one of my autographed DVD’s (both seen here) and a $15.00 gift card from Walmart for munchies. ‘Cause what DVD’s not better with a little treat to go with! —Right?

And spread this one around; let’s see how many gratitudes we can come up with. Comments must be entered by Tuesday, November 30, 2010 at 10:00 pm PST.

11 Responses to Grateful for Good Timing

  1. Todd Liston says:


    It is great to read all of the inspirational messages that you have left over the years. I am grateful for many things. Amongst them all, I am grateful for you, your kindness, gentleness, example to me and my family and for being such an awesome brother-in-law. If I am having a bad day, I just need to think of you and know that I have so much to grateful for. Thanks for being who you are! Love ya! Todd

  2. Emily says:

    Wow there are so many things I am grateful for, I am grateful for the hot water bottle keeping me warm on this cold evening, I am grateful for all the people who have touched my life, I am a better person for knowing them.

  3. Catherine Lundell says:

    I am grateful for the gift of our infertility adversity. I felt like a lemon, helpless to bring those spirits that I knew were meant to come, to earth. And then the emptiness was filled with amazing miracles – 1 at a time and each with their own special brand of memories that have changed our hearts and filled it with gratitude beyond words. 3 adopted miracles and then 2 homemade miracles – all gifts of grace that we so do not deserve. Thanks JAson for your inspiration – so many things I think of from your talks and then that one day that I saw you across the room and knew that you should run for BYUSA president! 2 Lagit – 2 Lagit to Quit (with the cute hand motions). So glad you’ve hung on. And by the way, could your little boy be any cuter????????????

  4. Lisa says:

    Hi Jason,

    Thanks for sharing your story. For a time this year I was sayings things like, “I don’t have much of a story.” Well, what you ask for, you get. Since then, I lost my job of 7 years and the story has gotten even better. I’m grateful that the Universe thinks I’m more ready that I think I am to finally pursue my passion, instead of being in a job that I’m not having fun at. It’s probably a decision I wouldn’t have made on my own, and the fact that it was made for me, makes me extremely grateful. Have a wonderful week!

  5. michelle says:

    I saw you and Kolette at CE. It is amazing the path that your life has taken over those years. Despite the bumps and the joy of Coleman, you continue to inspire me and remind me to be GRATEFUL. I am so glad that Kolette is better. I know the community of scrapbookers showered her with prayers. God Bless you all and I hope your holiday season is fabulous.

  6. Melinda Wilson says:

    Hi Jason,
    I have been following yours and Kolette’s blog for a couple of years now since my friend came home telling me about the wonderful couple that spoke at CE. I appreciate you sharing from your heart and it lifts my spirits and reminds me to be grateful for the wonderful life I have.
    My family found out some very sad news about my dad’s health which was a big shock to us all. There have been many tears this past weekend but also a lot of memories. I am grateful for response from all the family at Thanksgiving and all the words of encouragement and faith that God is in control. When we go through trials like these, we turn to our faith to give us the hope that we need to sustain us.
    I continue to pray for you all as Kolette continues to gain her strength and her health improves.

  7. Jenna says:

    We spent last weekend with my husband’s brother & family. I am thankful that although we live on the “other side of the universe” from our parents, we live just six hours from people whom I love to be with. They are spiritual giants & I learn every time I am with them.

  8. Andy says:

    I am grateful for a family that never gives up, a wife that is willing to keep me on track, a stable job in this economy, the opportunity that we have to know that Christ’s Church is on the earth today, and most of all, I am grateful to have a Heavenly Father who is intimately aware of all my troubles and triumphs and who wants to share all of those moments with me.

  9. warezok says:

    Doesn’t have to be a big act or blessing, it’s amazing how sometimes the littlest things bring the most mercy. And the more that attitude of gratitude spreads the more the doom and gloom, the frustration and consternation are chased from our souls letting the light of hope shine bright.Take a moment to leave a comment about something you’re thankful for. The more of us that share—the more we each get to think about the great and wonderful in our lives.?

  10. Belgie says:

    Thank you for sharing your story with us. I’m sure it wasn’t easy to write about your car excident. Stories like this make me more greatfull of what I have.

  11. PN says:

    I just stumbled onto your blog by googling top 10 blogs (I’m trying to start up a blog of my own). Clearly, it is one of the best. At first, I was reluctant to read such a long post…But I’m glad I did, for now I know that I will be reading more of your work. I found it very real, very inspiring and positive.
    -Thank you!

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